Changes

Despite the fact I've been in college for about 3 1/2 to 4 weeks, I have yet to really blog about the changes and the transition that has taken place in my life. So I shall...

I'd like to say I didn't expect any of what has happened, but I'd be lying a whole lot to myself and to everyone else if I said that. I expected the Christian atmosphere, the great friendships to come, the tough classes (Calculus II) and the real easy ones (Learning+Transition), and the more relaxed yet more efficient schedule and framework of classes. Those things I expected and eagerly awaited before I came here.

But, as with everything, there were plenty of surprises; the largest one being how well I've managed at being on my own and taking care of my own responsibilities in and out of the dorm. I was probably more nervous about this aspect than anything else about college as it approached. And now, not a month later, it's like second nature. Marching band has also been a lot different and a lot more challenging than I expected, but I am really glad (so far) that I have joined, though our band has yet to march for an audience.

The spread of diversity on campus is something that also truly caught my attention. And I'm not talking about race, though there certainly are many different ethnicities. Spiritually, people are at all different walks with God. I see many strong Christians, but I also see many who look almost as distant from God as people from my high-school. I guess I should have expected that not everyone here would have a true relationship with Christ, but perhaps I wished that was the case. It opens up the mission field not just to the community surrounding the campus, but to the campus itself. It is encouraging to know there are people struggling as I am, there are strong people that can help build us up, and there are also weaker people who I myself have the ability to encourage and aid.

Honestly, I'm very grateful I am where I am. At points there are bad influences and things I know I shouldn't be around, but I know it is nothing compared to what I would be faced with at your typical college. Certain things I've heard and discussed and been informed about have really opened up my eyes to what college could be like for me right now, and the vision is not a good one. Some would say not being around that stuff makes me ignorant, but honestly I'd rather be ignorant than getting into or being around something damaging. I'm beginning to realize more and more why God called me to Geneva, and it gets more clear everyday.

All in all, God has really blessed my time here thus far. I can't say that I've grown more in these few weeks than in my entire grade school education, but I can say I have definitely changed and learned a lot. I couldn't have asked for more from Geneva, or any other college for that matter. I think I'm going to like it here these next few years.

Oh yeah, and the food is quite good too. Imagine that. Well... most days that is.